Could I Have This Forever?

2 bits in this post. One is note to self. Two is note to friend.

1. Misery oh misery... please go away. It's all or nothing now.
I strive to excel but procrastination is my biggest enemy. And lazy bones too.

You sing a song to me

To make me happy

You light up my world

Even at the darkest hour

You are everything

Everything I could ever wish for

Random quote:
There's no love without tears, there's no happiness without sacrifice.



2.Sometimes, you know you've to let go because it's not meant to be.
Sometimes you feel life is so unfair, but stop and count your blessings again.
He has better plan for all of us, whether you're a believer or not.
Don't look back on what's been done, it's too late to regret.
There's only a future to repent.
It doesn't come by easy and it doesn't take a lot to end it too.
If two souls can't commit, it's nothing but just empty.
You'll get over it soon enough.
Enjoy life while it lasts.
You know you deserve better. Leave it to the hands of God.

Maths Honours Project

Numerical approximation of the Landau-Lifshitz equation!

1st attempt ( 22nd October 2009 4.20pm )
Had an introduction session with my supervisor, Dr. Banas.
Gave a rather brief intro on what to work on the project but it was already so much for me to take. :(
Lucky that he is friendly and quite helpful.
I guess he knows that I'm lost... I look lost at least. =/
Okay i've a goal.
If i progress well with this project....i will continue with Masters! Weee!

(Keep on dreaming....Yen! )

I don't understand a crap....

My reading material...

and I went gaga.....for a sec...

To reduce stress and ease the pain lately...

Hahaha. nooo!
I was at Iceland buying some snacks for my late night studies and then.... ta-da..... Carlsberg was on promotion. 8 bottles for 4pounds... =D
Okay I bought it cos someone told me to get some alcohol and loosen up a little.
Well it was really crazy this few weeks.
Hope everything will soon be as good as it started.

P.s. To whom it may concern...
I'll always always love you.

Curiosity kills

I wished I didn't know.
The more I know the more it kills my soul.

But I still miss being in ur arms.

Run. I just wanna run.

Addicted

Aiyoh. I'm falling deeper and deeper for this clown.
He's like so cute. Or maybe cos he was a little high.

What do you do when you try to reach Yen but was forwarded to voicemail?
Hang up right? You definitely hate listening to the O2 lady saying "welcome to the O2...la la la...."
This clown of mine actually spoke..... And it went on for like 30 secs or more.
"Hello...darlin...hellooooo... can you hear me.... are you there? ..... dear....."
Hahahaha.
SWT!!!!


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I want Volvo S40 2.0 Powershift .
daddy pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :D

Two is Better Than One

I remember what you wore on the first day
la la la.
Maybe it's true that I can't live without you
la la la
Two is better than one

Please don't disappoint me or you'll break a little girl's heart.

Once upon a time ago

Was sitting in the bus when I saw this two kids, about 9/ 10 years old. Really young... They actually took public transport home after school. Hmm just wondering it must have took a lot of courage for their parents to let the kids do so yeah?
I mean I don't think my parent's would ever let me do that at such a tender age.

Then the bus passed by a school. Currie Primary School.
Ahh and I wonder if I ever get a chance to have kids, send them to school, see them grow up, etc.

Being older sucks.
I don't wanna grow up.
Please and thank you.
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I can't do this by myself
I can't be somebody else.

How sweet it is to be loved by you

Everything turned out fine. Everything is okay!
Better than ever.

*Sorry Choong Wai Cheng for keeping you awake till 4am the other night.
You know I'd do the same for you. . . =D
If and only if it's serious problem. Lol.

*Thank you bro Aaron for listening to me rant.

*Oh Biatch Cheryl ! I hate you cos you don't wanna pick me up from the airport. . . Hmm but I still love you loads babe.

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Now, this path that we chose to move on is gonna be tough, filled with lotsa obstacles. We are going to do this together.
Might be dumb naive small little girl but i guess I've got nothing to lose to be with him. No regrets whatsoever.
You're amazing , D!


Good morning Malaysia!
Good evening Scotland!

Study study study!